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VicariousE
Wanted to be a simple man of the Earth, enjoying art and literature, the bounty of the Earth. Instead, I have to fend against governments and principalities, global conspiracies and bad social engineering, ree, my autism

Age 51, Male/Penis

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Posted by VicariousE - September 11th, 2023


I cannot abide my current situation.


Can't be myself in this wildly humble place. My life has been upended to the point of death of: character, mortality, sanity.


My critical information has been stolen (breach of contract): 30 years of archived data (mostly from this site).


Thousands of hours of diligent computer work has been lost. The dreams and hopes of countless people (including my own works/photos/video/texts/articles) are lost. This sort of theft is unconscionable.


SO. I'm off from here (all things Newgrounds) until I can get a grasp of things, digital, mortal and moral. Too much pain here and in my own stead. There has to be an answer or at least some 'accountability', something that died last century, at least in America


edit: thank you kind cunts, i should take heart from what this place has wrought :)

https://drsevenseizemd.newgrounds.com/ may all of God's light shine upon you and yours, forever and always/eternity


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Posted by VicariousE - July 30th, 2023


I value life, and stand for it.


Despite the terrestrial lies and my mutant/Asperger's nature, will sacrifice much to make life persevere.


I have never been preyed upon, as I have been recently. The losses I have suffered this year have been unprecedented. At my age, I shouldn't have to tolerate this sort of gentrification.


Thieving may be beneficial to the wise, but I am autistic. A bare soul before this changed landscape, I tell the truth upon contact.



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Posted by VicariousE - June 13th, 2023


My friend had just gotten back from Florida, saw him Friday, expected to see him at work on Sunday, but he had left just before I got there. We knew each other for about 6 months.


My outside cat (who also squats with me) expected me back Monday, but I stayed at the the hotel another day to avoid the rain, which has a nasty tendency of dripping onto my squalid bedding and making noise while I'm trying to sleep. She ran away from the pride/outside cats soon after I had her fixed, but somehow showed up 4 years after that. I've known her since she was born.


I feel that if I had gotten to see Tom before he left early, I could've pulled him away from waiting tables and helping in the kitchen, called an ambulance for him. Same with my poor cat, who has tried to be my friend through some difficult shit, which also made her life difficult, especially the 'pandemic', when I only rice to feed her in the latter half of 2020.

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The evil people who shut down our global societies should be brought to account. Mainly because their bank accounts grew, while whole swaths of businesses and families were isolated, shut down, made sick by poverty and died of non-COVID illnesses/hunger/isolation.


After COVID scam, we thought "Well, can't get worse?", but it did, because the whole situation was engineered that way: domino effect of a common social shock, reinforced by: laws, the corporate run media, but most especially, the asshole who thought up this scam to consolidate their power even further.


If you live in a major city, get out and make friends elsewhere (like I should've done straight away).

___________________


I'm sad and angry that the people in power want more power, at the expense of the rest of the world. I'm also sorry for speaking more than listening on Newgrounds, just want to make people feel like they are not alone is this increasingly sickened and saddened world of social engineering.


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Posted by VicariousE - May 24th, 2023


This site harbors many who would deny the 'narrative'


I am with you, and struggling for answers as well.


I'm on a modern 1k USD laptop, on batteries, trying to be a member of polite society


:: I feel ashamed that I would insult my old friends, who debated my autistic logic
:: In my drunken state, I did press beyond ego
:: my bad, my friends


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Posted by VicariousE - March 24th, 2023


Just before the 'plandemic' I ran out of money. I took my change to bank and redeemed fiat paper currency, to pay for insurance. One day late. Car insurance cancelled.


Then I relied on cached foodstuffs - rice beans drygoods. It didn't last long. I began to scav ciggie butts, dried them out in my 1$ toaster oven, then rolling them with my grandfather's industrial roll of ciggie paper circa 1970. It sure smelled like a 1970s airport/public space. Once I got hungy, traveled further to get.... to stay, alive. This was mid 2020.


I found a fellow farmer, who was an emigrate from central Italy, who gave me his remaindered pizza. It was a mile away, but worth the (risk) of a drive or walk (along a 50 mph road w/ limited sidewalks)


Those pizzas and rolled ciggies clogged my arteries. I am so much closer to death.


Death of free speech is no easy matter. The closure of General and Politics is a setback for the kinda cunts that frequent this site. Make no mistake, this is a fallback not a defeat. I feel that one day, the idiots that try-hard (stat-whores, militant-debators) will be abated, or at least on-notice, that spurious speech to gain post-counts or logic-points towards other Newgrounds members, will be moderated. But not by moderators, but by simple common-sense


"This ain't no residential-district, this here a community!!1"


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Posted by VicariousE - February 15th, 2023


Not dead yet.

Thank you Tom Fulp for creating, fostering and risking your life and fortune for the existence of Newgrounds.com


To all those I have met and spoken to for all these years: I love you for who you are, and have been made better by your countenance(s).


Diversity and tolerance is a show of strength, and this place has the muscles to prove it.


I am damn glad to be a Newgrounds member.


I'm happy to have lived this long, to appreciate the 'little voices' among us, for so long.


And now for some "Problems of the Future, Today" clips/links, for your troubles. G'day NGrrrs, best wishes


From Newgrounds to ....regular internet: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vJYaXy5mmA8


Don't watch this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CVIy3rjuKGY


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Posted by VicariousE - February 9th, 2023


Next week marks me as a 22 year official member (lol) here on Newgrounds. At least that's one birthday I'm proud of.


Still in the barn, but on a rotating basis (friend takes me to a hotel if it gets too cold out). I've been stalling some things and stopping others.. and not moving forward fast enough. Thanks to other friends, i"m getting the idea my best prospects will either be in the middle of New York state, or along the southern parts of Pennsylvania. Cheaper living? Not by much, but at least the land is cheap and the taxes and insurance are low compared to 'civilized city-scapes'.


Below is a copy-paste of something I wrote after the main PC's cooling system crapped out a second time in 2 months. I wrote it up, not only to remind me of the dozen or so .txt files sitting on my Windows 7 desktop, but to.... just plop it here, where I lost then slowly regained my creativity. Warning - was usually pretty drunk these past few months, so spelling and contextual errors are aplenty in this rough outline of most of the chapters. Once I get settled and can rebuild my databases, I'll post some of the narrative, which is meh and needs more than a few opinions from the NG peanut gallery.





in the early 21st century a man discovered the key to gravity and then some. He did not wish to profit from this. he only wished to enable humanity, beyond the stars. After founding a global organization dedicated to the preservation of Earth and its people, he set off for the stars///


after creating a planetary defencive force, he commissioned an explorer class vessel, to map the stars and investigate possible human colony world.


bernard's star was an easy commute and ripe prospect for human habitability.


after that, the inventor, the founder of the terran alliance, the rogue explorer of earth did travel far, saw much, and made first contact with the elven people, just before encountering the merman and mermaid in empty space.


the elven folk, upon first contact with the inventor, persuaded him to take an observer, a stellar cartographer. her purpose was to understand this new race of FTL capable people, and to report back, after the inventor's original mission was concluded.


after much explaining, the exchange was done. the young womans shuttle was crammed aboard, and the old mans route to the 'natural' subspace signal resumed. the Terran's vessel was a time-ship, capable of great speed and distance without the troubles of time upon her charges. In essecene, time did not exist between the stars. The ravages of time were abated, while the Terran AI did navigate, investigate and command the first explorer class vessel from Earth.


______--- many irons in the fire, and they are presented here in a drama-free, non-linear way. loss of life, burnt bridges and societal complications are not included in these laptop written recollections.


@dreamrunner I cannot discount your contriubutions to the digital landscape, so, excuse my dismenination of y9our musical/lyrical postings. I stand for life. Life is too important to ignore. I hope you do not discredit my re-posting and/or disemination of your creative material.


We (creativefolik) transcend time, mortality and morality. Please be content and happy. I only wish to serve life. I would gladly give my life for anything sentient, regarless of...anything. I serve God and God serveS all of 'what we know'. 


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in the late 1980s early high school was rough, mianly due to 2 bullies and 2 woke teachers. so i camped out back/backyard, where i wasn't stopped (87 stock drop october surprise, before or after that event butch caught me and traded greetings, how ya dos and whats nexts)


back then i even crossed the street to roost in an old cowsbail/feed pen to listen for `4 hrs to howard stern, and wsou, especialy when aa was low and the canned cassette contentwas stale (mowed many lawns for meh metal)


now a meh 40years later the recharable batteries are better but thetech more empirical more city road than interstate or roman road - so much for 21st century 'accessability' lol

'let them eat pocket pcs'

i cannot abide a lack of diversity or logical interfaces.

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after the evlen maiden, and the turian husband's adventure into the land of the quasar, the man left and an ambassador of great worth accomanied the terran on the continuance of his journey, towards the path of dead worlds. this course change was noted 40 years into the inventors cartograophy mission - as a short lived species humanity did note the passing of life and its intracicies.


a sectof incestoids joined the terran goofs crusade into the wilderness beforehe left the hydrogen pystocyast ring which marked radiation death to all distant observers. but humans are a stubborn inquistive lot, bent on 'investigating' perhaps takingcues fromtheir earliest animal co0mpanions (cat dog - birds ree but cool af), and perhaps daunted by them (cows sheepp goats lesser pack animals)


the insectooids were perfectly suited for the material realm. they started low and worked upp, even if it meant shortcuts that did not involve hard work. hollisitic beyond their reckoning, these conoly creates spoke simply as italians but had a faith that was undeniable to any mortal being.


'standing for life' was a special call to the insectoids but not its clicher phrase. the timeless man revered local diversity, community based on sel motivation, lived with nature never abusing it within a live-ship


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the passing alien medical ship sent a routine, open report to the elven and baroke folk, the 1st recieceved by these far flung folks in over 150 years, the elven were first on scene by a fluke in orders, blame a lack of sperm, happens


the man with his elven charge, and the ambassador entered after 2 baroke vessels did their best to harrass the 2d intruder. insectoids entered the fray, in larger than expectednumbers soon after. the mans captain, an ai of his own specs and commission was both imppressed w the isectoids and their abilities, and thank goodness they listened to the youngest ftl race.


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2 diametrically opposed factions of 2m tall upright ciccadias became crew members of teh red cloud, along with 3 elven bitches from 2 different ships... who were carefully dispatched cast-offs. The elven high command were deeply moved by the Man's efforts, but didwish to test this new race, even if it was against a linear throwback.  


the quasar ambassador remained on the primative planet, this pleased the Man and validated his peoples star-ethic, but did not impress the baroke and elven races-it humbled them into a true sense of inclusion/community, not a bi-chotomy of mostly yes men and meh women. 


(the following is a shortcut and blending of artificial anecdotes)

after the man was healed by the land-squid creatures, the red cloud left to circle towards the furthest human colony. the squidouids met the elven folk just over 2000 years ago then never met again, except by subspace radio dispatches - their frames of reference, language base and simplebiology were too alien for the simple elipicaly formed elven folk, even when women outnumbered thier men by only 70 percent


ship captain ____ of the baroke also joined the red cloud, his ship destroyed save for 5 dead in an explosion out of 129 who shuttled and escape podded to a safe distance. his people regarded him badly for risking too much in the face of a worlds demise, and to a lesser degree, his ability to lead questions like a true telepath, possibly an autistic to boot.


to his credit, he was an observer, reserved judgement for later action, followed his people's inate ability to commune with the unfamiliar.


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recently updated reviews, ng, would be nice thing


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the old founder of the terran alliance confronted the 2d monster which had ravaged the worlds he encountered early in his journeys, defied the elven no-go zone to encounter the non-corporeal entities and the elven outcasts inhabiting a differently decimatedworld.


almost 400 linear years after his birth, an unpdated crew and itiniary made contact with a secluded but friendly and prosperous race which had made few errors..


a race of visious cunts had to be put down - they attacked 2 primitive and 1 baroke worlds as well as anything in the space around them. belligerent and set upon being the only sentient beings among the stars, these war-strung sentients encountered the Man early in his travels and were dealt with. it was a sad first-contact over a century ago, it was sad that the newly met races did not heed the old Mans dispatches as closely as the elven and humaqn races had done... in the end, they were contained tacidly to their own system. it had taken them almost 2 millenia before they asked for reprieve, parole and right of passage


a race of quadropods continued their service to a grand empire... or at least their last cruise ship, cast in gold, serving the last insular races. if nothing else these qudropods were kindly inquisitive and had the best damn communication gear in the known galaxy.


intersperced were visits from an almost etherial non-coporeal race of vicarious cunts that did call the Man 'nexus' and 'paragon of his race' (that latter of which was labeld by the elven hierarchy after their 2nd encounter/incident) they were the race that warned them of an even darker threat than the people-eaters - a race of 'pruners' as the Man percieved it. for every lit spot there must be a dark bit, and this race did fullfill that role in the grand scheme of things... the Man did acknowledge that and, instead of confrontation, did accept it :/ this race had mentored (by action) the people eaters, but did not condone or accept their actions. don't all races keep their own counsil? one cannot deny their opwn nature



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Posted by VicariousE - January 26th, 2023


I'm still tried, even after having heat and clean clothes, different food and fiat currency.


Had planned to close on house (sell house) last year, but due to buyer's financial positioning, had to wait... and then get evicted by a (redacted), the 2nd (3rd if you include hotel management) within 3 months. Yikes, like a light-reticent cockroach, I've bounced from living a house without power, to a 'barn' without running water.


Running water is a hurdle to staying safe, especially when hydro-phillic contact lenses are part and parcel for said survival. A truism, sorry, but sometimes you don't need to suffer it, to see it.

________________ (https://vicariouse.newgrounds.com/news/post/894532 Vault 101 'bag'.

I may be brow-beat, seriously ambulatory (vascular/arterial scoliosis/pizza for 2.5 yrs) and deeply wary of TPTB (the powers that be). I may be just over 50, but I am a Newgrounds member of over 2 decades. And in that time, I have understood and practiced contrarian/devil's advocate positions, as a default intellectual knee-jerk.


Autistic default ree? Yea, and it's not an easy hard-block to navigate around.


OK, fucked as I am: I had to do something.

,

Maslow's Pyramid - usable air, air pressure, gravity within 'norms', radiation negligent, a dearth of UV A and B wavelengths of solar light. And don't get me started out about solar eminations. I can't trust data without context and time recorded, and that last and latter bit: time, matters. And shit, happens. But when one absorbs the current data, and applies a faith

...

________________ (2023 YIR)

I cannot tell you how much I miss the plethora of my musical database, which dabbles its toes into the late 20th century.....century intheyear2thousand....intheyear2thousand


Like a bad player on an old side-scrolling platformer, I have found a 'for a limited time only' landing pad.


Before that, I let the buyer/tryhard make his play, knowing I would lose, but not by an obscene margin, to be sure (pessimist on society assessment)

I'm drunk and potted, next post is a shitty unedited overview of the shit that's locked up on a SSD, mounted into a 8 y/o computer, w/o a viable CPU cooler

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Posted by VicariousE - October 22nd, 2022


you must understand

after more than 2 decades of electronic/internet discourse

i have a better understanding of normal human behavior

the genders, the dichotomies, the perceptionless assumptions

we are all guilty of assuming facts, since we are all guilty of linear mortality


ur all cunts, but i do wish the best for you

our own conflicts test us

they say (christian) god will never overload our true nature

the road is yours to navigate

to command, oversee, to contrast against

if nothing else, newgrounds is a place upon which to contrast.... to cast yourself upon

meh?


damn hippies....'be here now' lol

the past several years have been penning and going to sleep to an sci-fi epic of my own machinations

may post non-linear chapters if

lol who cares for minor fictional vistas, wars worth dying for, pain worth enduring?

i say, there are humans who wish to 'stand for life', be browncoats/old american liberty


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Posted by VicariousE - October 11th, 2022


1/22 - 6/22 offline due to insufficient funds

7/22 - 10/22 some access


Still not evicted - 9/1/22 to today


Still can't sleep in my ancestral home - not want to be a stat

plus can't haul my bedding around the M-F 830-430 time threshold

my alt home has debt and no electricity

wanna sell alt home and escarpe elsewhere

i wanna believe i can outlast my 'best buy' date and make an impact elsewhere

but at what cost?


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CuWB46UTndk