This site harbors many who would deny the 'narrative'
I am with you, and struggling for answers as well.
I'm on a modern 1k USD laptop, on batteries, trying to be a member of polite society
:: I feel ashamed that I would insult my old friends, who debated my autistic logic
:: In my drunken state, I did press beyond ego
:: my bad, my friends
VicariousE
I should've known my friends were not personally offended... apologized 2 weeks later when I had a moment during voice chat (not an easy thing w/ over a dozen ppl)
Perhaps it was a form of jealousy. Being a tad austistic can suck ass. Not about trying to blend in with normies, just trying to be a proper humane human being... maybe even better than?