That is an incredibly cheap toaster oven! Second hand find? Didn't know you could get anything at that price over there... no chance you could quit smoking? At least such substance that isn't good for you... it's sad to hear you going down a road where there probably is potential to at least test some other paths. Start growing your own, getting fresh vegetables, maybe even living off the wild land somewhere... Into the Wild was a fascinating movie in that regard. A true story no less. Even if it ends with unfortunately wild potato poisoning and death...
On the bright side it's nice to hear there are people there who're willing to help out; at least some sense of comradery and compassion in this day and age.
Hope you don't give up though; keep going; keep trying new things!
General closing was unfortunate, but I don't think stat-whoring had any real part in that, the ones who care not for what they post, or about the culture they contribute to, seem more so the ones who end up occasionally deleting their posts entirely, and leaving the site, deleting both content and accounts at whim, caring not just not for stats but also not for history or legacy or in any way the impact that has on others. Stats are... a good thing, IMHO. Need not compromise reason, quality or free speech.
Speaking of devil's numbers I have a devout Catholic buddy with a 666 in his cellphone number, somewhat entertaining. :) Numbers but numbers.
VicariousE
why does the devils number plague me and my discord id #?