And I feel weird right now ._.
When it comes to that bombing I keep seeing pics of people with hug portions of their legs blow off and their bones coming out (also saw a pic where there was a dismembered foot laying on the ground) and its affecting me more than stuff like that usually does. And I seriously have no idea why.
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O_e and yer the one (who used to) make dismemberment jokes, ha!
Guess it just shows, yer a good hearted dude who don;t wanna hurt no one. Glad I didn't look at any pictures of that thing.....
Haha I suppose I can do that xD who knows maybe it would speed things up with the possibility of me and her going out :P
I DID promise to get her something for her birthday.....I guess I could give her something if she comes around her birthday or during the fall. And hey who knows maybe if we're both single she'll warm up to the idea of me and her going out and I can actually have someone I'd WANT to spend Christmas time and all that with.
I suppose you're right about that. But you still get what I mean.
Well.... she already warmed up to you, but maybe that she knows you, the mystery of who you are is gone..... still hoping for the best, just, play the field knowing someone cares deeply for you. Day by day...
"which has been happening a lot more since the pharma companies have been pushing weird anti-psychotic drugs onto kids and already unstable adults."
its an interesting point for sure. there have been a few common factors which is almost universal in all these school shootings, being on prescription meds, detachment from society, and the perpetrator having a hobby of violent video games/media is another. but correlation =/= causation. just for the sake of clarity mood disorder and ADHD medication isnt "anti-psychotic" drugs. there's also street drugs that fuck with your brain much, much more but you don't often see crack and methheads go on planned spree shootings. so I don't think the drugs in and of itself are the problem. i've been on a low-dose of psychiatric-prescribed related drugs for some time now and i feel pretty bad without them, and before i went on them. there's only so much a holistic approach can do for a person. and believe me, everyone who isn't on a medical payroll or completely lacking knowledge on the issue isn't for the big-pharma. with that said, the first medicine i prescribed gave me horrible side effects and made my health much worse. Related to the subject, there needs to be more personal caution of the caretakers to the individuals that are prescribed such drugs...not just the black-box warning that the drug may cause "suicidal thoughts in every 1 in 10,000 individuals" or whatever. But this goes hand in hand with the westernized drug culture, in general parents and patients themselves may be more prone to accepting the simple way out of popping a pill to lose weight, or in this case alleviate their emotional issues before trying to amend their eating, exercise, sleeping and health habits and seeking therapy and more genuine ways of tackling their problems. Perhaps that's what you were alluding too. if there was perhaps a single person that would sit down and talk/listen to these young men the shootings probably never would have happened...
this is probably the third time i've seen you allude to an end-of-the world scenario. you said something back out america falling two months before obomney got elected. then you had the post about 2012 being real (lol). you're all over the place man!
i'm also seeing you on a lot of scoreboards on NG games haha.
Amphetamines probably wouldn't jar someone enough to do such bad things, but I dunno..., get strung out on something long enough (and without sleep). Someone actually made a list of mass shootings/killings, and what drugs they were on (if any). I'll try and find the bookmark after I write this. (Man, where you you when the Med Thread was still up?:)
But it's like, what I was reading last night about soda manufacturers, and how they donate to medium and small groups to shut them up about the side-effects from their products, playing the grey area, but to good effect. And boy are you right about a more comprehensive view of the patient who takes mood altering medications; gotta check diet, sleep, conditions at home..
Guess I did end up all over the place, but... I still think I got it right, just messed up the year-date. Anyway, I won't cry wolf, till something major happens (the hallmark of a madman poster, every site's got one :)
Anyway, my parents were pretty old when they made me.... I'm old... my perspective of things is more an unprofitable curse, than an asset. But damn, my Pop's mom (who came over from Poland in the 1930's) used to hide money everywhere, now I can see why, with the sacking of private funds in Cyprus. "Money is debt", the old timers (with white and blue collars) told me as a kid - I guess they saw the writing on the wall when the Federal Reserve corporation, and the IRS were created (instructed to, by the major bankers, who put Wilson in office) by a traitorous puppet from my State.
(rambling - buddy from Washington state called me early while he was getting his kids ready for the school run.. or bus, have to ask him.) Anyway, I'll add some links up top, that seem rather legit.
sup ._.
ticks on missis sexy cat, but they got squished by a tiny rail spike
andbrotherandsisterandawifecoming fordinner
I was watchin this, sry
<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&v=2up7su7CeMU&NR=1">http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen &v=2up7su7CeMU&NR=1</a>
nice :P my brothers leaving tomorrow evening
and has he a place to go (this is the bro that got hitched, right?)
my bro's leaving 8 days from today, sis won't leave for a month or so.
I grew up in some damn interesting times
<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5COHP3KZuq4">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5COHP3KZuq4</a> (L7 - Andres)
Incidentally, wasn't L7 the designation of The Normany in Mass Effect?
Yeah I guess it does ._.
That she does! Also I discussed it with her and she seems okay with going to that Mayhem Festival if she gets here when its in my area (which is usually late July) and we're also planning on starting a band together :3
Though she didn't say how long shes planning on staying over here for college....
It's a lot of ifs ands and butts for all four of us then
What does she play? Tub base,saw blade,spoons.....
Yeah it is....
She plays guitar. And I already told her that if she can't bring a guitar with her for some reason I'd more than gladly lend her one of mine to use for practicing on and whatnot.
Hope she isn't like most of my ex's.... bulleses in teh china shop
naah the marine :P his wife and kids are leaving two days after though and the one that got married left monday morning for australia
Australia... that's the one you can't go back to?
So I figured out the intro, verses, and chorus to this song by Mastodon
(i need to figure out the solos, bridge, and all those little extra things)
<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4jF7E77jUzc">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4jF7E77jUzc</a>
....I'm not sure what you mean by that? O.o
Hey, that sounds like a good one by them... always seem to find their turds
Bull in a china shop? Ah, shit I lent them got broke, no biggie, I just attracted spazes back then....
That entire album is awesome.
Though the only album I have by them is The Hunter
<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N5RvgvvZrZg">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N5RvgvvZrZg</a>
I got that. But I didn't know what you meant by that.
Hmmmm, got some stories on the girls in my life, that've gone wild with my stuff... I would say...
But I gotta eat and keep pushing shit around... though, my brother loves the food here, and ceremony may involve a pizza dinner (my sister sniffs the house upon entry)
They never told me when they're getting in today ... suspicious shit, ya ask me
no no thats austria lol big diff :3
well, not in name, but i hear ya
you travel much growing up? sure sounds like you did....
uh huh :P got family everywhere and my mom used to take us to see a buncha of em all at once on break
All at once? Kids don't do jet lag like big people do, thankfully... I missed the days you could smoke on board, but remember a few smoky flights and ashtrays in the arm rests
Also Red Fang announced last night that they're recording demos for their next album O-O
And I'm REALLY excited to hear that because their first two albums are AMAZING! O:
So wait...your sister and brother are coming over there?
Or did I misread something?
Fanboi!
Yeah, they coming, dunno when
hope the politics and judgements wait a day or two, got some serious shit on my own plate :|
Well I'm sorry that their music is so fucking awesome!
Politics and judgements?
Ever since I left my own home 4 years ago, music and a buncha other shits been put on hold :|
Isn't there always?
Oh hey I thought up an idea for a tread.
Its a Photoshop thread and its Give X Pokemon A Face. In the thread I'll put a base pic of a new pokemon a day and let people Photoshop each new Pokemon.
But go in numerical order from Pokemon #1 (Bulbasaur) to whatever number they're on now.
Therefore said thread will go on for probably 3-4 years if its not locked....
haha, guess you could! you got any photo software? If you don't play along (add your own face, to the picture you provide), a mod might just go and find a similar thread, lock it up on ya....
sounds like a good plan!
we didnt mind cuz goin to see family meant presents and money and awesome cousins and aunts and uncles :P so thats always a plus side
wat, no sightseeing?
Ah. Well I have a ton of bands you should totally check out :P
I have Paint.NET and have used that in Photoshop threads before
like here > <a href="http://www.newgrounds.com/bbs/topic/1334176/1#bbspost24574081_post_text">http://www.newgrounds.com/bbs/topic/1334176/1#
bbspost24574081_post_text</a>
Also this song popped into my head out of nowhere
<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nWZAO1HzoyY">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nWZAO1HzoyY</a>
..hold these thoughts. Just finishing up NG matters. Tomorrow, it's pretty much dealing with some heavy shit bro. Both my folks are dead, and now we have to pick up the pieces (even tho we're all poor and in rough shape)
Viper
I'll try to remember that. Though when me and her were going out I told her that I was gonna give her a big bear hug when I get to meet her. So I think shes still expecting that xD I mean even if me and her aren't going out we're still REALLY good friends.
And even though she mentioned there was a possibility of me and her possibly going out if we're both still single at the time and we get to hang out a lot I'm not going to try getting her to go out with me. If it happens it happens. You can't force stuff like to happen. It's gotta happen naturally.
Well I'm pretty sure you're well aware that terrorism isn't just stuff like bombings and whatnot.
And there was the Unabomber, those Anthrax attacks, those shootings at Fort Hood in I wanna say 2009, any of the times PETA bombs an animal testing lab here in the states, the Oklahoma City bombing, and stuff like that are all considered instances of Domestic Terrorism. And I think when that dude shot all those kids I wanna say late last year would be considered Domestic Terrorism.
But whatever you get what I mean.
Yeah I don't know whats up with that. I honestly NEVER break any of the rules so it couldn't have been from that. So yeah it was more than likely because of a thread getting wiped.
VicariousE
Fuck natural, schmoooooooze dat girl ;)
Eh, if this country was run more ethically, like it was meant to, shit like that wouldn't happen. Mass shootings aren't terrorism per se, just a nut on a spree, which has been happening a lot more since the pharma companies have been pushing weird anti-psychotic drugs onto kids and already unstable adults.