It never occurred to me anyone could just kill an account here! I forgot to check up on her yesterday, as she's not on my usual NG "buddy list". So I checked my fav list for artists, and she's not there or her previous work. Had to make an account on dA just to say, "Are you okay?" That's something I hadn't considering doing since the 20-th century, when user accounts were being hacked and sold off left and right.
She had said in her last post she was having bad numbers come back from her blood work (lymphoma or one of the dozens of other medical maladies plaguing 1st world countries). She used the word suicidal, but not in a big red flag way.
I love artists. I don't want to hear about anything bad happening to her. Don't even really know her - just writing helpful reviews and providing emotional support, because I never got any with my movie or TV show (back in the day).
Gotta keep movin' to see what else I can do.

update: pm'ed wade and auz in the hope of help, but they both logged off. FUCK. I was gonna tell her to cut out sugar and diet coke. Bagged sugar from the store is cut with so much saccharine, it can cause a lot of health problems. Didn't want to believe it myself, but... Artificial sweeteners are poison. No debate or discussion, it's just a heat activated poison that creates the kind of alcohol that can kill you along w/ other chems. I'd post all I know here about the evil forces, but does anyone really care? FUCK.

update 2: and while I'm here, WTF is up with this picture? Anytime I post something about weird about "them", I either loose the info before I can hit the post button or THIS happens [PIC BELOW]. The numbers just don't add up. Computers don't make mistakes, the people who control them do.